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Soldier Boys: Thirty Four - basched
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Soldier Boys: Thirty Four
Title The Ghost
Characters/Pairings Matt/Becker, mentions of Connor/Abby and Jenny/Mike. 
Words 100
Genre: Angst, hurt/comfort, slash
Rating PG13
Summary Something is preventing Matt and Becker from really connecting. 
Author's Note Day 34.  It's more angst and hurt/comfort! Originally, this drabble was to be the last. I thought about ending it like that, but I couldn't do that to my fellas so thankfully I came up with more! Thanks again to  fififolle  and to  deinonychus_1   Sorry Fifi, I changed a few words again! Eek! 

They worked at the ARC together well enough after that night, but while they hadn’t committed to a relationship, Matt and Becker always ended up in bed together one way or another.

After Connor and Abby’s wedding, after the christening of Jenny and Mike’s first baby, even after a mission, they couldn’t say no.

It was physical but not intimate. The moment one of them tried to be, it scared the other away.  It wasn’t healthy

Neither of them could bring themselves to get closer.

Everyone knew why.

The memory of Tom Ryan wouldn’t let either of them move on.


Thirty Three  Thirty Five

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freddiejoey From: freddiejoey Date: February 8th, 2013 12:22 pm (UTC) (Link)
*hands out more much-needed hugs*
basched From: basched Date: February 8th, 2013 01:41 pm (UTC) (Link)

They sure need it. :) Cheers GAL.
nietie From: nietie Date: February 8th, 2013 12:45 pm (UTC) (Link)
Aww, so sad they're not able to be intimate, but also so understandable.
basched From: basched Date: February 8th, 2013 01:51 pm (UTC) (Link)

It is sad, but it might change. :)

Thanks lass.
aunteeneenah From: aunteeneenah Date: February 8th, 2013 01:57 pm (UTC) (Link)
They do a dis-service to the memory of Ryan by acting this way. I don't think he'd have wanted either of them to be unhappy. They need to think about that. **hugs them both and then gives each a bitch slap for good measure**
basched From: basched Date: February 8th, 2013 02:18 pm (UTC) (Link)

You are absolutely right. :) But it's a lot more complicated than that.

Thanks for reading! XD
aunteeneenah From: aunteeneenah Date: February 8th, 2013 03:18 pm (UTC) (Link)
It always is. Nothing is ever simple for our lads...sigh...
basched From: basched Date: February 8th, 2013 03:23 pm (UTC) (Link)

lol Yes indeed. *sigh* :)
fredbassett From: fredbassett Date: February 8th, 2013 05:05 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh boys! *g* I seem to say that rather a lot!
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:49 am (UTC) (Link)

It's all right. I know what you mean.

Thanks Fred.
knitekat From: knitekat Date: February 8th, 2013 11:08 pm (UTC) (Link)
*hugs them*
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:50 am (UTC) (Link)

They need a kick up the backside really! But hugs will suffice! XD

Thanks!
deinonychus_1 From: deinonychus_1 Date: February 8th, 2013 11:32 pm (UTC) (Link)
Oh, boys!!! They're so broken and angsty.
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:51 am (UTC) (Link)

They are broken. Neither of them really know what to do. Bless.

Cheers D.
judithjohn From: judithjohn Date: February 9th, 2013 04:05 am (UTC) (Link)
*sniffle*
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:51 am (UTC) (Link)

*hands you some tissue* :)
fififolle From: fififolle Date: February 9th, 2013 11:15 am (UTC) (Link)
Poor babies :(
Poor hot babies. *g*
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:52 am (UTC) (Link)

Poor hot babies! XD Yeah... they are that.


Thank you Fifi! :)
adafrog From: adafrog Date: February 9th, 2013 11:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
Poor boys.
basched From: basched Date: February 10th, 2013 06:52 am (UTC) (Link)

Yup. They are indeed.


Cheers! :)
eriah211 From: eriah211 Date: February 10th, 2013 11:15 am (UTC) (Link)
"The moment one of them tried to be, it scared the other away."

Very angsty and heartbreaking, but I love it!
basched From: basched Date: February 11th, 2013 12:33 pm (UTC) (Link)

Thank you. It's turned out a lot more angsty than I thought! But ah well! If people are enjoying it! :)

Thanks!
dreamer_98 From: dreamer_98 Date: February 11th, 2013 04:06 pm (UTC) (Link)
So much angst. Well done.
basched From: basched Date: February 11th, 2013 04:46 pm (UTC) (Link)

Thanks! :)
lsellersfic From: lsellersfic Date: February 13th, 2013 05:58 pm (UTC) (Link)
*sigh*
basched From: basched Date: February 14th, 2013 10:49 am (UTC) (Link)

*sighs too* I know. ;)
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